Him, Addie Fadlie ku

1. Name a person with the opposite sex that came first on your mind?
-- Addie Fadlie.

2. When is his birthday?

-- 30th of August.

3. What is his favorite color?

-- Red.

4. Where is he studying?

-- Nowhere.

5. In what form?

-- Majal. Haha.

6. How do you know him?

-- We went to the same school. We had Maths together. :)

7. Does he ever come to your house?

-- Yup.

8. Give 4 words to describe him.

-- Sweet, caring, loving, and lucu. :)

9. How long have you known him?

-- This year is the third year I've known him.

10.Do you have a crush on him?

-- Definitely YES!

11. What is so interesting about him?

-- He always care though he doesn't say so.

12. Describe his personality.

-- He always forget things. Yet, he always remember to greet me for any of our special occasions. So that tells me that he always makes me feel important. He is sweet. Funny as well. He makes me smile, all the time. His actions speak louder than his words. :)

13. In him what do you like the most?

-- The puppy face he makes when he's teasing me. Sometimes sja. :)

14. Where does he live?

-- Lubok Pulau.

15. How does he look like?

-- Like him. Haha. Well, he is a bit taller than me. His hair is long. Not that long. Just long, in a medium way. And most importantly, he is chubby. :)

16. Are you both together?

-- *nod nod*

17. What is his full name?

-- Addie Fadlie bin Samsudin.

18. When was the last time you meet him?

-- Honestly, saya lupa. Banarr. Haha. Hmm. I think it was 15th February. The day I checked his hecas with him. So now, it's been for almost 2 weeks kami nda jumpa. And yes, I'm ok with that now. Nda lagi ngusut mcm dulu. Huhu.

19. Rate him over 10.

-- 10/10.

20. How do you react when you see him?

-- Make the pura-pura-inda-excited-jumpa-ia face. Haha.

21. What type of person is he?

-- My type. Haha. Apakann~ lol.

22. What is his favourite song right now?

-- Angel I assume. He listens to it selalu katanya. :)

23. What was the sweetest thing he ever did to you?

-- All the sweet things he did to me, which are too many to list them here. Huhu.

24. What is his status?

-- In a relationship.

25. How do you keep in touch with him?

-- Mostly chatting. We rarely message each other. Phone call pun jarang. But, I love the way we are. :)

26. What is his ambition?

-- He once wanted to be a pilot but something happened. Buat ia putus harapan katanya. Huhu. So for now, I can't really say anything. But maybe something to do with engineering. :)

27. What do you hate about him?

-- Nothing.

28. Rate him over 10 for being a true friend.

-- Hmm. 9.5 I think. Hehe.

29. Do you ever go on a date with him?

-- Yup yup.

30. Do you have a nickname for him?

-- Gendut of course. Haha.

31. Do you ever dream about him?

-- Yes.

32. Do you ever imagine being with him?

-- All the time.

33. Do you like his attitude?

-- 99% of the time, yes. :)

34. What is he addicted to?

-- Viviyannie. Like the way I'm addicted to Addie Fadlie. :)

35. Do you have a picture of him?
-- Yes.

36. Is he someone special to you?

-- Yes. In fact, really special.

37. Do you ever imagine he would propose you?

-- Yes. ;)

38. Do you believe everything he said to you?

-- Always.

39. How many brothers & sisters does he have?

-- 2 brothers and 5 sisters.

40. Why do you choose to talk about him from the very beginning?

-- No reason. I just think of him all the time.

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Hello, hello.

It's been so long rasaku. Huhu. I was just in the middle of headache these days. Nda pandai ilang2. Sasak saya. Huhu.

Nothing much more to say.

I went to MoE on Thursday, to the scholarship section to be specific. My father just won't give up. Haha. I know it's the right thing to do pulang. Not to give up. Plus, I'm eligible to get a scholarship. So yeah. I'm looking through ucas lagi semula. For agricultural science/agriculture that is. I'm not sure about this though. Because... it's under the 240-point courses but... it can be under the 260-point jua. It depends on the uni d UK. If they put it under the faculty of Science, then 260 it is. Otherwise, it will be 240. And so far, I didn't manage to find the uni that doesn't offer it under the faculty of science. Or so I thought. Huhu. Aaaaaanywayyyy, I'll give it a try. Huhu.

Furthermore, I have UBD as my choice jua kn. So, no worries. Huhu.

Oh btw, hecas deadline is extended until the 15th of March. I bet kamu semua sudah antar. Aku saja x yg alum. Haha. Thanks to that, I have plenty of time to look through ucas lagi semula. Hehe.

That's it I think. Take care. :)

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Here I am again.

I'm sorry that my previous post was more like, I don't know, a piece of crap. Huhu. Anyway, me and that person ok sudah. :)

I have another thing that annoys me. I'm more like concerned though. I have these small purple bruises on my two knees. It's been a few days now. It won't disappear. It's not causing any pain though. And I didn't know where I get it from. Huhu. Must I be concerned? It's probably nothing. I guess. Hehe.

Anyway, I've started watching Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna. Gixe recommended it too me. I was pretty bored last night, and I can't sleep. So yeah, I watched it in youtube. I've seen 2 clips so far. I will definitely continue it soon. Macam siuk usulnya. Huhu. And funny too. :)

I didn't plan to post something long. This is enough I think. Goodnight. :)

Oh ya, saya bahagia!

I blog when I'm annoyed. And now, I AM ANNOYED! With that someone someone. Uh.

It's like I feel mcm FORBIDDEN and NOT ALLOWED to be SAD and KUSUT when that person is around.

I don't know what to do bah banarnya. I only have that person who can listen to my problems and whines. And when I do really whine, that person doesn't seem to know how to make me feel better. Aku tau plg ia andg cematu. And sometimes, aku dapat terima kenyataan atu. Tapi at some other times, I just simply can't. Would you blame me for that?

Nda kn aku kn complain rh org lain lagi. I expect that person can make me feel better. Sometimes, that someone can do that successfully. Tapi kadang2 nda dpt. And that's what annoyed me more. Like, more, more, more and more.

And actually, you don't have to respond to my whines and complaints. Just a simple "everything will be fine nanti" is enough to calm me down. But you never do that, you never say that. And yes, everything was fine last night. I fixed it alright. You just didn't bother to ask me what happened, or how I've fixed it. My conclusion, you didn't care at all at the first place.

And yes, I AM HAPPY alright. That's the only feeling and emotion I'm allowed to have usulnya.

I wonder, is there any drug for happiness? Siapa terdapat, share it with me. I'll take it whenever I'm not happy.

Fullstop.

What's my name?

I was so bored ni tadi. So I decided to search my names in different languages and in some other things. Huhu. Here they go.

• Shin Sung Sung (Korean)
• Ishimaru Asuka (Japanese)
• Olivia Salisbury (British)
• Anippe (Egyptian)
• Viktoriya Vasilev (Russian)
• Ivanna (Greek)
• Evangeline Ruth Little Sister Castillote (Filipino)
• Aoife O'Byrne (Irish)
• Livia Faustina (Roman)
• Aislinn (Scottish)
• Olivia Andersson (Swedish)
• Britannia Atticus (Latin)
• Losonczy Anna (Hungarian)
• Diana Pena (Mexican)
• Ivonne Justine Archambault (French)
• Bian Nguyen (Vietnamese)
• Vyonnette Judith Marks (American)
• Annemarie (Dutch)
  
• Devi Putri Setyaningrum (Indonesian)
• Imani (African)

Other than that, I also search my name in different categories. Huhu.

• Nutrition - this is what my friends would really like to call me. Haha. Konon~
• Mason - it is my simple name. Again, konon~ haha.
• Agent Lickity Split - this is my secret agent name. :p
• Victoria Gaunt - the name I'm supposed to have if I were at Hogwarts. Huhu.
• Savanna - ani kononnya my true name.
• Gianna Ateara - this is my name if I were in Twilight. Huhu.
• Angelina Bagshot - it is the name I'm going to have if I were in Harry Potter. :)
  
• Lady Josaphina - my royalty name.
• Titanium sulphate - my chemical name.
  

Other things related to my name. :)

• Siberian tiger is my Patronus. In Harry Potter that is. Huhu.
• Orange rabbit is the kind of animal I would be. Haha. Cute tu eh.
• I would be in Gryffindor if I were to be sorted. :)
• Five is my lucky number. *funny. I thought it was seven. huhu.*
• Bolivia is my real nationality. Lame eh. Haha.
• If I were a fruit, I would be a cranberry. :)

That's all. I didn't search for everything pasal there's too many of them. Sampai 165 pages I think. I only did it until page 40. I chose the interesting ones of course. Huhu. And trust me, it really was fun. You can try it. As a tagged maybe. Hehe. Anyway, I'm sharing with you guys. Here's the link:

http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen

Have fun! I bet you will. Huhu.

Goodnight. :)

The number 20

Good things do come along. :)

Today, 20th February 2009 is Advv's 20th month of togetherness. Huhu.

A lot of things happened to us this month. Banyak dugaan lah cematu. I was afraid we won't reach the 20th. Fortunately, we did. We made it through, together. Huhu.

I haven't greet him the proper way though. Not yet. Hehe. Pasal ia d Limbang and creditnya low semalam. So he won't be able to reply me back. To be fair, I didn't text him that long version of the greeting. I texted a simple "happy 20th". He did the same. Hehe. We owe each other the long version though. We're even. I'm going to send that to him later. Huhu.

I also said some stupid things to him tdi, in the morning. I'm so annoyed. Haha. Eventually, I apologized to him. Huhu. And he tried to call. I left my phone in my bedroom. *assuming he's annoyed by me jua. haha.* But I was wrong. He was trying to call. He tried for 9 times. *I was still with my assumption. yth* Huhu. So then I realised that maybe he wants to talk things over. And I waited. Soon after that, he did call me again. It was a short-and-in-a-rush conversation. He was using the public telephone. And the idea made me smile tadi. I don't know why. Huhu. Anyway, again, I was wrong. He didn't call to talk things over but instead he asked what else that I wanted to say. And I said nothing. If only he could see my smile tadi tu. Huhu. Hearing his voice does change everything. *Addie Fadlie, jangan kambang~ haha*

So, we worked things out. And around 3++, he's back. I was overexcited tadi. Happy to the max! Huhu.

Talking about him reminds me of something. We are now speaking each other's language. Huhu. I started last year plg udah. And the word I learned from him is watir. Huhu. And him, he used the phrase "and I was like" twice today. Twice I think. I can't recall. Hee. Anyway, the point is, he did use it. Today. Huhu. Must be the result of reading my blog. He did say just now, "Im ur biggest fan x ah.." Watir~ Haha.

And oh, to Nek, if you're reading this, thank you last night ah. Hehe. I never thought anyone would respond. I never thought you would respond. So thanks. :)

That's all. Take care.

P/s: I love Addie Fadlie. :)

My discovery today

Today, I had one unplanned slash unexpected cleaning campaign. Haha. Not really. I just tidied up some boxes. Okayy, a lot of boxes. Haha. Boxes filled with books, files and stuffs. Kamu tau kn? Huhu.

So, while doing the tidying-up thing, I came across some of my old things. Like my old school diary where I wrote some stuffs. I'm sharing some. *taken from 2005 only, since it was the 2005 diary. Haha.*

-- 29th January 2005 was the day when I first saw a movie. And the movie was "Meet the Fockers". And I remember that particular day. Tr. Norafidah treated us (3A students) for getting distinctions for PMB. For her subject of course. Haha. It was commercial studies and yes, all of us got distinctions. Huhu.

-- 18th June 2005 was my 15th birthday and was also the first time I saw him banarnya. And vice versa. We just didn't notice each other. We didn't bother to. Huhu. And 2 years after that, we're together, and still together-gether. Who would have thought. Huhu. That reminds me, napa ia alum reply2 my message ni kn~? Walaupun d Limbang. Haha.

Itu sja yg saya mahu share. I'll keep the rest alright? :)

Other than that, I also found this one particular certificate that I'm dying to know where I put it. Haha. I thought I lost it but I found it tdi. Huhu.

Another funny thing that I've discovered today was that I have a friend way back in England named Edward. Edward Pole though. Haha. Aku terjumpa a card from him, saying goodbye and goodluck. Must be his mother writing that. He only signed his name. Huhu.

I think that's all for today. I'm staying awake until midnight ni krg. Tomorrow is one of our VIDs. And that stands for, very important day. Or you can change day to date. Whichever yang kamu mau. Huhu.

Goodnight people. :)

P/s: To Addie Fadlie slash gendut, if you're reading this, I just wanna shout I MISS YOUU!!

Tagged by no one. Haha.

1. Do you like to talk a lot?
-- Depends on who I'm talking to.

2. Do you love anyone now?
-- Yes.

3. Do you hate being scolded in public?
-- Oh yes I do. Siapa jua nda. Haha.

4. Do you hate school?
-- Hmm. I have this particular feeling where you feel like you want to go to school when you were not supposed to be at school, and then you feel like you don't want to go school when you were supposed to go. Lol. Haha.

5. Do you hate yourself?
-- Nope.

6. Do you find yourself cute?
-- I don't know. Haha.

7. Do you feel like having a gf/bf right now?
-- I already have a boyfriend. :)

8. Do you smoke or drink?
-- No for both.

9. Do you like your teachers?
-- Most of them, yes.

10. Do you take drugs?
-- No. I even take medicine rarely. If I'm seriously ill sja, then I'll take it.

11. Do you like going to the movies?
-- Definitely yes. Especially ramai2.

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
-- Both.

14. Do you eat every morning?
-- Sometimes.

15. Do you go online everyday?
-- Yes yes.

16. Do you want to cry now?
-- No. Why should I?

17. What are you doing now?
-- Doing this tagged. Lol.

18. What are you thinking of now?
-- Nothing much. Just thinking how much I'm going to miss him later. Huhu.

19. What are you listening to now?
-- The sound of the cooling pad. It's annoying. Haha.

20. Who was the last person who sent you a message?
-- Him. This morning at 9.20. :)

21. Last time you got lonely?
-- I can't recall.

22. Last time someone made you happy?
-- Last night. We were arguing about this bag thingy. Haha. Kelaie main2. And I smiled like I never smiled before. Haha. Apakan~

23. Are you angry at someone?
-- Nope.

24. Guitar or drums?
-- Both. I like them both.

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?
-- Of course I do. :)

26. Do you believe in those people?
-- Yes. Because they are my friends.

27. What is your target for this year?
-- Doing a course that I enjoy, regardless where it will be.

28. Do you rather shop alone or with people?
-- With people.

29. Who do you hate now?
-- Nada siapa2.

30. Who are your best friends?
-- Whoever wants to be my bestfriend. :)

31.Who are you missing now?
-- Him. Always him.

32. How are you feeling now?
-- Happy, happy, happy!

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?
-- I don't have one. Huhu.

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?
-- I don't know. I haven't been really single after a relationship. But I do love this feelings that I have right now. So, maybe no. :)

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?
-- Like I said, I don't have one. :)

37. Message to your enemy?
-- I don't have one, do I? If I do have, then, whatever lah. Haha.

38. The most important thing in a relationship?
-- Definitely trust. And believe me, it applies to any kind of relationship.

39. Say something about alcoholism.
-- It's damaging your liver.

40. Any advice to a friend you know who has a problem?
-- Be strong and be positive. Good things will come one day.

41. What can you say about "HATERS"?
-- Whatever again. Haha.

42. Name an opposite sex you like to see everyday.
-- Addie Fadlie bin Samsudin. That's him. :)

43. You're in love with that person?
-- Yes, yes and yes!

44. Last tough question you answered?
-- Question number 35.

45. What did you answer?
-- I don't know was my first sentence. Haha.

46. Do you have a lot of pic in your blogger?
-- Nope. It's not that I don't like taking my own picture tapi entah ah. It's just not me. :)

47. Favourite place?
-- A place where he will always be around. :)

48.Tag 4 person.
-- Anyone who wants to do this. I wasn't tagged by anyone but I just feel like doing this. And here I am, doing it.

50. Upload your edited picture.
-- I don't take pictures that often. Apatah lagi editing. Haha. So, sorry. :)


P/s: Did any of you notice that question number 49 is missing? Haha.

edge-a-pi-pi-why

I have nothing much to say actually. Huhu. But I just feel like posting this.

So anyway, I passed my driving test! Yeayy me! :) I will get my driving license only after the pay day. I don't mind waiting though. I have nothing to worry anymore. Huhu. Happy, happy, happy! :)

One thing I did today, that I don't normally do btw, was that saya tidur petang tadi. Haha. I was just so sleepy tapi akhirnya tertidur.

I'm not addicted to plurking. Not yet at least. Maybe soon. Huhu.

Anyway, this is how short my post is. Bye bye. Take care~ :)

Rejection and other things

I thought I should post something because I have this sort of feeling of emptiness. Huhu. Anyway, here I am. :)

I received the reply email from the University of Dundee yesterday. But I just checked it today. Huhu. And I was REJECTED! Haha. I kinda expect a rejection anyway. So yeah, I don't bother that much.

Anyway, besides the rejection, I have created my plurk account. Finally. Huhu. And I'm still sakai with it. Karma naik sikit pun kn overly excited. Lame. Haha. I know I will get tired of it tu nanti. Somehow, sometime. Or... maybe not. Huhu. Let's see. :)

And tomorrow, as you all know, I'm going to have my driving test. I must be there before 8 am. Wuhuu. Bangun awal tah ni. Hmm.

And him? He will be going to Limbang this Thursday afternoon and will be back on Friday. We just kinda have some sort of argument regarding this particular topic. It was my fault anyway. My lack of attention. It was like *sigh*

And I say whatever. :(

It's like this feeling where you don't want to hurt someone's feeling but in the end you did it. And the only thing you want is to let that someone knows that you didn't mean it and somehow you want them to know that it hurts so bad that the person seems to blame you and makes you feel even worse. You want them to know that but you just can't tell them because you don't have the right since it was your fault at the first place. And so, in the end, all you can say to them is I'm sorry, and nothing else. The sad part, you are the one who is going to heal yourself, alone.

And that is how I always feel everytime we have some issues. Blaming myself until the end, and at the same time, trying to be strong and smile again, forgetting whatever the thing is and moving on. *sigh*

Sorry is always the hardest word for me to say. Especially when I really mean it.

I'm starting to talk stupid things over here. I better stop. Take care people.

Untitled No. 3

Hello people!

I just feel like posting. Hence, here I am. :)

Anyway, I've just sent an email to the University of Dundee regarding the Sports Biomedicine course. All I need to do now is wait. Wait for the reply. Huhu.

More things to be worried about:
-- Send my CV to QS. For a job application that is. Hehe.
-- Register hecas. Which I will do soon after I received a reply from the University of Dundee.
-- Driving test! Haha.
-- My Wednesday? He's going to Limbang with his family. He's staying there until I don't know when. I haven't ask him yet. The last time I did, he said he will only be back by Sunday. And I don't know if that's a joke or what. Whatever lah. Loneliness awaits me. Soon. Huhu.

Btw to plurkers, I'm going to join you guys soon. And Qenn, I know you've invited me. Huhu. Thanks. :)

This is it. Maybe I'll post something again, later. Or... maybe not. Huhu.

Take care. :)

Today's issue

Hey, hey, hey!

Just a simple short post here. :)

Today, I have my 11th and 12th driving lesson. Yes people. Huhu. And my teacher said that I'm doing better udah. So, I'm having my test this Wednesday. Wish me luck people. :)

And I did go to the cybercafe today. To check his hecas with him.

Back at home, I've tried to upload a skin for my blog but I think I failed. Haha. Ntah eh. Nda saya pandai x. Huhu. Anyway, I uploaded the song "Issues" in my playlist. Hehe. I'm so into it right now. And I don't know why. Huhu.

This is short enough. I'm stopping here people. Take care~ :)

Me and my heart we got issues

Issues - The Saturdays

Sometimes, I feel like I'm going out of my mind
Boy the way you do me it's a damn crime
And you smile at me and it's alright
With you there ain't no in-between
Every time that I walk out the door
Tell myself I won't take it no more
There's a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes while my minds saying no

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

It's so hard, boy you left me hanging for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still is that same song
I'm tired of the melody
Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feeling for you it still shows
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you and it all falls apart

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Why fight it, can't hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusion
Still I don't know which way to go

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you

*I just feel like posting the lyric here. :)*

So yesterday

I was supposed to post this yesterday but I was so tired and sleepy. Huhu. Anyway, here it is. :)

So, I did go to the Mall yesterday. Went there with him. Along with Yuhana, Ilham and Wandi. Elza, Mayyer and Zaim came along after a while. And Mr Raj was supposed to be there but apparently he forgot that it was yesterday. He thought it was today. Lol. Huhu. So, this and that, we ended up having an outing tah plg. Unplanned. We went to the arcade first, then we had our lunch, and movies last. We watched Underworld 3 btw. No comment. Huhu. Me and Elza wanted to watch Bride Wars but unfortunately for us, there was no early shows. Early as in noon I mean. Because we planned to go to UBD around 2 pm. Supposed to be. Huhu. Pink Panther 2 was our second choice but many voted for Underworld 3, so that's why. Huhu. Anyway, you still owe us Mr Raj. Haha.

Then around 3 pm, my dad picked me and Yuh up from Mall and we were off to UBD. Asking around, this and that. And... I was kinda pissed off banarnya. They have just specified that grades should be at least 3 Cs in order to do Biomedical Science. And in my case, it is advisable to take June to improve my results. And I was like, say what~? Today was the closing date to register for June. It is late udah. I can't manage that alone. So the idea was to take November sja. Then, lapas atu baru tah tukar ke biomedical science (provided that I'm taking any course provided in the Faculty of Science, which btw, I can apply. I mean they can accept me. Huhu.)

So, after looking through the Bachelor of Science booklet, one actually caught my attention. And it's Materials Science. So, I am choosing that course. If I do find it interesting nanti, then I won't probably change my mind. I'll just stick to Materials Science lah tu. Huhu.

That's all I think. I would say that I was having a pretty rough day yesterday. I'm so glad it's over now. :)

Take care people.

P/s: I'm so in love with the song "Issues" by the Saturdays. Haha.

Another random post

I'm just randomly updating my blog. Huhu.

Okayy, so I completed the 10 hours of driving lessons. And... my teacher still wants me to come for extra hours. Untuk menghalusi. Huhu. I'm not sure when will it be. Maybe Sunday morning. Hehe. I will probably have my driving test on Wednesday. :)

Tomorrow, I have nothing to do. So, I guess I will be having another boring day. Huhu. Friday? I'll be going to the Mall. Mr Raj promised to treat us (ABADI's committee members) for our contribution in making our school magazine a blast. Huhu. Then, in the afternoon, I'll be going to UBD's Open Day, with Yuh. :)

What else to include?

Owh yeah, another date with him this Sunday. It's not a date actually. Haha. He wants to check his hecas application, and I think he just wants me to be there. Huhu. :)

That's all I think. Goodnight people. :)

Tagged by Ayu

1. Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her.

10 random things about her:

Her name is Hanisah Amirah.

I've known her from my ugama school dulu.

Her birthday is every 5th September.

She has just finished her O Levels. Last year actually.

She got excellent results for that.

We had had a fight dulu. :)

She adores, admires and loves Taylor Lautner. ;)

A very friendly girl.

Sweet as well.

She will be going to SMSO this year.

2. The person who get tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself.

10 random things about me:

I'm still in the process of having my driving license.

I've seen surgeries. Huhu.

First child of 6 siblings.

I'm hoping to do Biomedical Science at UBD.

I wear spectacles.

I want to cut my hair. Soon maybe. Huhu.

My fingernails are long.

I am bored right now. Haha.

I've just changed my blog's colour. Huhu.

I love my boyfriend. :)

And I tag anyone.

Untitled No. 2

Hello people~

Just some updates from me. Huhu.

So I did go to school this morning to get things done for my leaving certificate. Hehe. It didn't take as long as I thought it would be tdi. So I have some spare time to spend with Addie sii gendut. We didn't talk that much though. I met him yesterday plg udah. :)

And yesterday, I had my 8th driving lesson d Serambangun. First time belajar d sana. Hehe. I came around 10.30 in the morning. And I finished around what, 2 pm or something? Yg penting akhirlah. Haha. Banyak org. Huhu. Then, barutah saya jumpa Addie at the cybercafe. The plan was to finish up his hecas application. But due to the laggness of the connection and the pc, tertunda jadinya. So, I have to continue d rumah. And now, it's done. Yesterday siapnya I mean. Alum submit saja. Hehe.

Coming up tomorrow:
-- I'll be having my 9th driving lesson in the morning.
-- After that, I will go straight to Yuh's place. I want to ask her regarding the job yg ia offer rh aku the other day. I'm really considering to take a job now because I don't want to be stuck at home, feeling useless and all. Huhu.

Still on the to-do list:
-- I will need to send an email to the course contact of the University of Dundee regarding the Sports Biomedicine course offered there. Just to ask them if they would consider me if I were to apply there. Huhu. I gave up with the scholarship banarnya. But I need to have other plans kn. So, I have to try. Hehe.
-- Considering that, then I'll have to do my personal statement again. *sigh*

I'm stopping here people. Until then, take care. :)

My third post for today

This is officially my third post of the day. Huhu. I have something to share, so that's why I'm posting, again. :)

Anyway, I've just found out that Brunei have a degree course in Biomedical Science. It's one of the new degree courses offered at the Institute of Medicine. And... I met their requirements.

Bachelor of Health Science (Biomedical Sciences)

• 240 points for 3 'A' Level credits (Credits must be from Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics or Physics) or International Baccalaureate with a score of 32 points.
• Have a minimum of credit 6 for 'O' Level English or a Grade C in IGCSE (as a second language) or 6.0 for IELTS or overall score of 550 for TOEFL.

*Please note that candidates satisfying the entry requirements will have to undergo a selection interview process known as the Multiple Mini Interviews (MMI).

I hope I will have an offer. Huhu. I don't mind studying in Brunei. Really. Plus the institute have a new building. Lawa lagi tu~ Huhu. So, I don't mind studying anywhere, as long as I can do my degree in Biomedical Science. UBD will be having their Open Day from 12th-15th February. I'm not sure about the time but I will definitely go there. My mother somehow promised to take me there. Hehe. I'm just so happy and glad that I found the course that I want in Brunei itself. I won't have to go outside Brunei and go through a long-distance relationship. Huhu.

Tomorrow, I will probably go out with Addie Fadlie kambingku. I'm going to help him with his application via hecas. It's just a maybe plg. Huhu. And Monday, I'm going to school, to do all the things you need to do to get a leaving certificate. And hopefully, by the same week, ada udah certificate atu. Huhu. So I guess I'm stopping here. Seriously this time. Haha. Goodnight people~

My story today

Here I am again. Huhu. I just want to share what I've been doing today. :)

So, today is the 5th and last day of my attachment at RIPAS Hospital. And... today was quite interesting actually. You'll know why. Huhu. So, today I was put under General Surgery. And... guess what people? I was actually in the operating theatre and actually see surgeries and operations. Banar. Huhu. Our case tadi, they were taking out the gall bladder. Imagine that people! Huhu. The funny thing is that, I actually have the nerves to see all these things that I thought I wouldn't want to see. And after 2 hours, I end up feeling hungry tah plg. Haha. Anyway, it was really interesting. And oh, we also used that special uniform when you're in OT. We wore face mask, some kind of special foot wear and something yg mcm shower cap, the one we used to cover our head and hair. You know what I'm talking about kn. I'm sure kamu liat ER or Grey's Anatomy or something. Huhu. Siuklah tadi~ :)

So after the attachment, which ended around 12pm something, we had our lunch at the hospital's cafeteria. Then, my dad picked me up and went somewhere in Gadong to have his lunch. After that we went straight to ICC. We didn't spend much time there though. After I got everything I want, we headed for home. Hehe.

And now, I feel so tired and restless. :)

Owh yeah, another annoying thing is that I was rejected from participating the PBCTA. And I didn't feel down or anything. Haha. That is like whatever udah. I don't have the feeling to join it udah anyway. So, I don't care. Huhu.

What else? Hmm. I guess that is all. Huhu. Take care people. And to those who are driving, please please be extra more careful. Landslides are everywhere udah. Flooding tia lagi. Hehe.

Bye~ :)

The so many things I want to share

I am back people. I've been wanting to update but I was always tired. Banar. Huhu. Anyway, here is my post. And I bet it's going to be long. :D

First, news on the attachment. It is what making me tired all day long. Seriously. Huhu. I'll just share some stuffs that I think should be ok for me to share. Hehe.

So anyway, the first day, which was Monday btw, I went to the Accident & Emergency Department. And... it was pretty much boring. Huhu. Because we were asked to go to different stations at different times, individually. So yeah, that explains everything. Huhu. I did get some tips and advice from the staffs there though. Hehe.

Second day was both tiring and interesting as well. Tiring and interesting to hunger I would say. Haha. Anyway, morning session, we went to Makmal Negara. So, we had a chance to enter labs and actually see what they're doing. Or at least an interpretation of what they're doing. My favourites were the Microbiology Lab and Clinical Chemistry Lab. Huhu. Other than that we have cytology lab, histology lab, haemotology lab and apa kh lagi labnya. Haha. Generally, I like working in a lab. But hey, people have their own taste right. :) And in the afternoon, we went to the Radiology Department. And gosh! It's my favourite as well. We got the opportunity to see all the machines used there. You know, the machines radiographers use for X-rays, fluoroscopy, CT, ultrasound, mammography and so on. Huhu. I really had fun at Radiology and I like our supervisor. She is nice and she really knows her stuff. Banar. She was really into her career. Huhu. After radiology-ing, we went pharmacy-ing. Huhu. We were all tired udah by that time. Plus, it was mostly presentation and briefing sja d sana. Hehe.

Day three, we went to all the therapy departments. First was physiotherapy, then occupational therapy, and after that speech and language therapy. But we went to audiology first because there was no one in the speech and language therapy department. The supervisor forgot that we were coming. Huhu. I don't know what to say anyway. For someone who is not into therapy that much, I must say that all of them are really interesting. Banar. Especially speech and language therapy. It's a demanding profession and it requires a lot of patience. Huhu. Nevertheless, it really is interesting. :) And in the afternoon we went to the National Dental Centre. And it was there that I learned new things. I never thought I was so naive. Haha. We also saw how they make dentures d sana. Hehe. It was, overall, fun. :)

The 4th day, which is today, we went to the Child Development Centre in Kiarong in the morning. This was also interesting. Unfortunately, we didn't see much of children. We were late. They've gone to school udah by the time kami d sana. We did saw a girl with eye and hand coordination problem though. And it makes you feel sad and lambut hati jadinya to see her. Banar. We should be thankful that we are in good condition. We can never know what's the worst thing that can happen until you see them. It's true. :) Anyway, in the afternoon, we went to Rimba Health Centre. And from there, we were taken to Rimba Dialysis Centre. I'm more interested in the dialysis. We had the chance to actually see and interact with patients. Hehe. I don't know what else to say. Huhu.

So far, I am enjoying the attachment. Walaupun bangun awal and ngalih jadinya, berbaloi jua by the end of the day. We learn and see new things. Huhu. Saturday will be the last day, and it will only be one session. Morning session. Hehe. Okay, enough about the attachment. Let's talk about something else. Alright? :)

The next big thing I want to share is that... I had an offer udah from one uni in UK. And... it is top 50 in the ranking. It's Keele University btw. I have the letter from them. Letter of approval that is. Huhu. Tinggal approval from government scholarship lagi. And I'm not sure if I can make that through. Huhu. Liatlah. Hopefully dpt. :)

No driving lessons updates since, well, I'm still with the attachment. Huhu. Lagipun, ujan2 sja ah. And oh the rain! Flooding and landslides are everywhere udah. What could be the next worst thing? That, I don't want to think about it. Hopefully, these rainy days will end soon. :)

Hmm. What else?

Owh yeah, the PBCTA thing. It pissed me off you know. Awal2 durg gto all the 3 phases. And yesterday, I was told again that I'm going to join phase 1 sja. It's annoying how they can just simply change their mind that fast. Huhu. Bla bla bla. :p

Future plans:
-- Going to ICC this Saturday with my dad. It is the launching of the hecas.edu.bn website. It's where we should apply online for UBD, UTB, UNISSA courses. And I think scholarship included. Huhu.
-- I need to complete my UCAS application like, really soon. Huhu. And then I'll ask Mr Charles to check everything and send it after the checking is done.
-- Leaving certificate. That also, must be done soon. Uh. If only I can drive udah, legally. Huhu.
-- Next Friday, Mr Raj will treat us (ABADI members) like he promised to. Huhu. :)

I'm not sure if I'm done udah ni. Haha. Maybe I'll just edit my post nanti if there's something I want to add. Or... I can just create another post. Huhu. So then, this is it. I guess. :)

Special note for Addie Fadlie: To my dear, get well soon alright. Do take your medicine. Hopefully everything will be fine soon. And do know that I'm always there, needed or not. Love you. Take care.

End of post. Take care people. :)

Posting with no reason

I just feel like posting something so, here I am. :)

Anyway, I had my 7th driving lesson this morning. And I am getting better on the road. Huhu. I will be having the next lesson on Friday. Probably. If the teacher is available. Hehe.

So today, I've been spending my time with the UCAS application. It is indeed a long process. Huhu. I have not done my PS. Yes people, I know. Hee. I will do it nanti. When I feel it's the right time. :) I'm still bangang with the application. Being unsure and stuffs. Huhu.

I'm taking Biomedical Science btw. My dad did say something about Maths though. Since I have a better grade in that subject. I did come across Mathematical Science. But still, I want to take biomedical science. I want to work in laboratories. Huhu.

Wish me luck people. :)