It would be as if I had never existed

So, it's the end of January already. Wah. Really inda terasa.

My campus life this month was pretty okay. I assume next month will be more hectic. Or starting to be hectic. Heh.

Honestly, I don't like my timetable this semester. It is so... empty. Really. I only have 1 class on Monday, 4 to 5 pm. Then Tuesday, I have 2 classes. 8 to 10 am and 4 to 6 pm. The long gap makes Tuesday so terribly boring for me. So far, I ended up watching movie just to pass time. Another alternative, watch Korean dramas online. And recently, I watched You're Beautiful and the drama was quite okay. I like the guy. But I wasn't quite satisfied with the ending so I'm hoping there will be a second part for that drama. Hehe.

Anyway, Wednesday also, I only have 1 class. From 10 am to 12 pm. I've been thinking of joining a club or something but I don't know which one to choose. Hehe. Then, Thursday, also 1 class only. From 8 to 10 am. Bangun awal on Thursday for just 1 class. Not fun. And Saturday is the busiest day of the week. Ha. Ha. Ha. I have 3 classes from 8 am to 2 pm.

I know I have a lot of free time but I'm not liking it at the moment. It makes me feel unproductive. Maybe when it is near to those examination days nanti, then I'll appreciate the free time. But for now, I really don't like it. Heh.

I didn't even plan to update my blog just now. But I just did. And I don't even know why. Haha.

P/s: Now, at the moment, I feel like making my blog private and not inviting anyone. HAHA. Sounds evil eh? Right.

This is fun!

아다 우랑 헵 픈 윗다웉 미

No one can understand what I'm saying. Cool~

You can't play on broken strings

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Happy 31st!

Just something I want to put in my blog every single month. Hehe.

HAPPY 31ST MONTHSARIES TO ADVV!

dang-shi-neul sa-rang-ham-ni-da Addie Fadlie. :)

P/s: Thanks yu ha na and eul ja for the wishes. Haha. Aku sukati ubah nama kamu. :P

I feel good

So, I know my Communications Skills result already. And I got B! Cool~ But the not-so-cool thing about my result is.... my GPA dropped to 3.39. Initially, it was 3.5. This is just not happening to me actually. Some students also have the same problem. And some even had their GPA increased. Like, kenapa kan ia~ Heh.

I'm not satisfied with the drop because it makes my overall grade to be C+ instead of B, which was my original grade. It sucks right? Whatevv.

Anyway, I just arrived home from an unexpected date with him. It was the first thing that he asked tadi the moment I arrived home from UBD. And that makes me HAPPYYYY. Hehe. Thanks dear~ :)

And..... I learned Korean today. First lesson. We learned the alphabets and pronunciation. Which is cool~ Hehe.

I'm feeling good. It feels like all the positive feelings are flowing inside of me. :)

Back to school

So, it's the start of 2nd semester already. To UBD-ians and ITB-ians, welcome back to your student life. Haha.

My classes are just starting. Today actually. I had a maths class on Monday, but I didn't enter because I assumed that it hasn't started since it is still the registration period. Lagipun briefing saja. Nothing serious. Hehe. Yesterday pun I didn't enter my Discovering Computer class. Again because I assumed there will be no class pasal masih registration period wah. Hahaha. The third day, today that is, which is still the registration day, I did enter maths class. Haha. Lol. And I learned sequence. Hehe.

I am so not feeling very well right now. I'm having a severe sore throat. This is killing me. Really. I can't talk that loud. Inda pulang aku ni loud banar. I just can't talk using the same volume as I normally do. Hehe. I hope I'll be fine by Saturday pasal I'll be having my first Korean Language class on that day. I'm excited. Haha. Apakan~

The rest of my modules are Nature of Proof in Mathematics and Communication Skills 2. Hehe. Btw, the maths one is Advanced Mathematical Methods for the Sciences. So I have 5 modules this semester. And my timetable is quite okay. It was not as hectic as the one I had last semester. Hehe.

Bah ani saja. Saya lapar. Hehe. Take care everyone.

Somehow still annoyed

Haha. I know my result already. Except for one module. Communication Skills that is. That's why my post title cematu jadinya. Heh.

So, I got:

B for Introduction to Entrepreneurship. Which I didn't expect at all. Haha.

D+ for MIB. This kinda sucks but I'm just thankful that I passed. I seriously do not want to go through MIB again. It is such a major and huge pain. Haha.

B+ for both maths. Mathematical Methods for the Sciences and Discrete Mathematics. I was hoping for an A though, for Mathematical Methods for the Sciences atu. But B+ is quite okay lah jua. Hehe. And B+ for Discrete Maths is just cool enough. I thought I would just get a B. Tapi B+ instead. Hehe.

Overall, I got B. Yeay! And I'm happy with my result. Hehe.

Tapi my Communication Skills ah. Hmm.

Grrrr

AKU ANNOYED PASAL RESULT EXAM ALUM KELUAR.

AKU MAKIN ANNOYED PASAL ADA ANNOUNCEMENT RESULT SUDAH KELUAR. PADAHAL ALUM.

AKU MAKIN MAKIN ANNOYED PASAL AKU KANA TIPU LAGI. SAYA SUDAH LOGGED IN GIS. GOOD NEWS EH. ADA "VIEW EXAMINATION RESULT" LINK. TAPIIIIII SUDAH DI KATIK LINK ATU, NADA JUA THE SO-CALLED RESULT. TELUR.

First (and definitely not the last, haha) outing for the year 2010

Let me just blog about how much fun I had today. Heee.

I sleptover at Yuh's place last night. It was a last minute plan actually. Hehe. And I went to the ATM around 10.30 plus pm wearing my pyjamas. Haha. Cool~ no? yes? Haha. I think it was cool pulang. Haha. Anyway, as usual we talked. Until 4 in the morning. Kerazy. Hahaha. Planning kan bangun pukul 8.30 tapi pukul 9 tah pulang jadinya. Lol.

Around 10.30ish, we're off to the airport to send Jia Shin off. She's going back to Australia. Hehe. And I met Wan Sing and Pei Yi! And Jennifer too. We took a picture together. Hehe.

After that we went to the Mall. Macam nada tampat lain lagi kan disinggah kan. Haha. But it was in the plan actually. Because kami liat movie! Old Dogs. Hehe. And yes, the movie was super fun. Funny and hilarious. Berbaloilah $7 tu. Hehe.

And oh, Ilham joined us. With his gang. Haha. And poor Ilham, kana marahi. Sian eh. Poor kh? Do I feel sorry for him? Hmm. Naaahh. Haha. He somehow deserves to be treated the way Elza and Yuh treated him tadi. Haha. He did seem to feel bad. But let's just see what will happen when there's another outing nanti. Haha.

Besides movie, I also karoake-d with him. But he didn't even sing at all. I was the one who did the singing part. Haha. After 2 years plus with him, that was my first time karoake-ing with him. Hehe.

Oh we met Oshin and her Raiyan. And to Raiyan, happy 1st birthday! Stay adorable and cute yea. Hehe.

What else, what else?

I bought 2 school bags for my little siblings, Dodi and Mamet. I'm so glad that they liked it after all. Hehe. And I end up not getting anything for myself at all. Haha. But the fun did it. Plus, I didn't know what to buy myself. So yeah. Hehe.

Back at Tutong, we had dinner together at Jollibee, and terjumpa Sha di sana. Hehe.

So basically, today I met a lot of people, I spent a lot but I had a lot of fun and I enjoyed my day.

Now, I still have 1 task to be done. Menerikah baju durang adikku. Heee. Which I'm going to do after this. Hehe.

Hopefully the result will be really out tomorrow. I want to know so bad bah. But nervous jua. Hope everything is ok. Hehe.

That's all I think. Hehe. Take care~ :)

P/s: I'm happy. Thanks to those of you who made my day. ;)

Some things just stay the same

First post for the year 2010. So what should I say? Haha.

I would like to wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010. May this year be more joyful, more successful, happier and better in every possible way. Hehe.

My new year resolution is always the same. Haha. Which are: to be a better person, change for the better and learn from mistakes. Those kind of stuffs. Hehe.

So today, I spent my time with my family. Not all but mostly with those I'm close with. At the beach btw. Hehe. So I had fun beach-ing and main air. Hehe. My siblings and most of my cousins mandi pantai tadi. It looks so enjoyable but nahh. Inda ku mau. Haha. I prefer basahkan kaki saja. Hehe. *kirai2 si gendut, haha. ;)*

New year's eve ku boring. Everyone went out that night. I don't blame anyone pulang. It was me who didn't have the mood to go out. Haha. Lame. But it wasn't boring anymore after the eve was gone. Haha. Apakan~ He called me last night. Thanks dear. :)

Oh yea, the allowance was out yesterday. Which is suprising and unbelievable. The allowance was never out until the 2nd or 3rd or 4th of the next month. But ani alum lagi 1st, keluar tia sudah. Haha. And of course, I'm grateful. At least I can enjoy this Sunday's outing with a few friends. And him. Hehe.

Bah ani saja. Hehe. Take care everyone. :)

P/s: New year, same boyfriend. Cool~ Haha.