I was supposed to post this yesterday

Here is my supposed-to-be-yesterday post. Hehe.

Anyway, I've sent my application form yesterday. Like finally, it's done. Huhu. Now all I have to do is wait. For a month I guess. At most, a month. Hehe. And I've sent an email to QUT. But lame me, I forgot to tell them that it will probably take at most 2 weeks for it to arrive there. Hmm. Maybe I'll send another email later. :)

As I have mentioned before, I'm going to sleepover at my grandma's house tonight. My mom will only send me there at night. My grandmother is going somewhere tonight. So maybe my mom will accompany me for a little while. After she leave later, I'll be alone there. Spooky. It's quite a big house. And there's no house nearby. Huhu. I've been home alone. But I've never been in such situation. Hehe. Gila, apa bah kerajaku tu karang. Haha.

I won't be freezing my plurk's karma. Maybe I'll plurk. If I dare to go upstairs alone that is. Haha. Otherwise, I'll just helplessly let my karma falls. Huhu.

This is all I want to say for now. Anyhow, take care. :)

Hectic much

Okayy, my day today was, hmm, let's see.... HECTIC? Yeahhhh.

I woke up like 6.30+ in the morning. The plan was to send my application form to QUT. Australia that is. Together with the bank draft. And the story goes like this....

My mom and I first went to Central Mall. Hajatku plg tu. I need to buy the big envelope. So yeah. Then after that, we went to the post office. According to some aunt of mine, bank draft tu dari pejabat pos saja katanya. There's no need for us to go to the bank lagi. She sounds convincing to me. Maybe because she works in a bank. Haha. Btw, the bank draft is for my application fee. We must not send cash or personal cheques. We can either make the payment using bank draft or credit card. So yeah, I used the bank draft. Huhu.

And so, we went to the post office. Ask about the bank draft thing and it turned out that we really do need to go to the bank. And off we went to some bankS in Tutong. Yes, banks. And here's why.

I've told my mom that we need to have an account in order to make(?) a bank draft. The question mark refers to "I'm not sure if that is the correct term" Haha. Anyway, my mom insisted to ask dulu. So first, we went to Baiduri. Orang atu cakap mesti ada account. And I was making the udah-kataku face. Haha. As if that wasn't satisfactory, she insisted to go to HSBC. Again here, they need account jua. And I'm making that face again. It is annoying bah. Huhu. Then, after two fail attempts, baru tah ke Standard Chartered. And here, another different story lagi. Which is what I'm going to tell next.

We filled the form alright. And me, being a person who have never filled such form, made a few errors. I put the beneficiary name as the name of the person who called me the other day instead of QUT International. It mentioned name there, so yeah. Huhu. Then, I filled my name in the applicant's name instead of my father's name. Since I'm using his account. Maybe that was a stupid mistake but I don't know. Huhu. And third, it has to be my father's signature. Bank tah jua bah. Huhu. And the most stupid thing of all, they asked me to use the same form walaupun ada dua mistakes. They cancelled the two names and asked my father to sign where the mistakes were. And I was like apakan, bagi borang baru saja pun. But at that moment, aku masih bulih sabar. So I didn't say anything. Oh FYI, my dad was not with me in the bank. If that wasn't obvious. Haha.

So we went back home. I texted my dad to come home to sign the form. He came in the afternoon. And he signed it alright. But he made his initial saja on the two mistakes. We thought initials should be just fine. And off we went to the bank AGAIN WITHOUT MY DAD. Huhu. And the lady say, inda bulih pakai initial. I literally want to cry udah at that moment. But aku tahan. She gave us 2 new forms. I was kusut tahap maksimum udah. I really want to settle the application today. But so many things were happening. It was so chaotic.

Anyway, my mom called my dad to come to the bank. He went somewhere tadi. The lady said it's better if my dad can come, that's why he came anyway. And then cakap2, discuss2. Ada lagi hal lain. About charges lah. Nombor akaun yg accepting lah, apalah. And I went, wth. I've tried to convince the woman that the $55 is already the overall amount. But ia ni pemajal. Uh. So, I went back home lah saja. I gave up with that bank.

Otw back from the bank, my dad called my mom. (my dad use a different car to go to Sinaut) He told my mother that we should just go to BIBD. He asked a friend of his who works there. Apparently, there's no need to know the account number of whoever or whatever that will receive the money nanti.

Conclusion, I'm going to BIBD di bandar esuk. Selajur ke post office di sana. I hope everything will be settled by tomorrow. Huhu. And I did have a breakdown somewhere in between the stories. :)

Btw, maybe my story sounds incomplete or something missing. Hehe. I couldn't care more to elaborate and add more details. Aku malas. Haha.

I guess this is another long post of mine this month. Enjoy. ;)

A few more things I want to say, I'm going to sleepover at my nini's place this Wednesday. Just for one night. Then on Sunday, probably I'll have a date with that someone. Like finally, aku dapat jumpa ia. Hehe.Yet, it's still a maybe. Hee.

I need to stop now. I have to wake up early lagi esuk. Huhu. Goodnight everyone. :)

My life so far

I've just finished with my sister's blogskin. Hope she likes it. Hehe. :)

Anyway, about the title. Hmm. Well, it all started with the girl talk with my sister last last night. It was a school night and she slept at 1.30 something. Haha. She wanted to have a chat so yeah, why not? Hehe. We exchanged stories of love, relationship and friendship. Stuffs like that. Hehe.We also shared ideas on things that make us human. Haha. I'm going to share one anyway. :)

So we talked about how funny people can change sometimes. Change. Hmm. What a 6-letters word with such a huge impact to our life. It's, hmm, amazing (?) that you won't realise that you yourself are changing. Funny that only the people who are surrounding you that take notice of the difference. Those who have known you for so long. It's typical yet it's a wonder lah jua bagiku. Hehe.

The thing is, I feel like this friend of mine is changing. I feel like this friend is a new person now. Like as if I don't know that person anymore. It's not that I hate or dislike that person or something. I just don't like the person that this friend is becoming to. It's just soooooo different right now. I still love and remember you as a friend. I'm just hoping you would remember me too. :)

Yet again, change is unavoidable. Sometimes it's something we are unwilling to do. Something that we never really mean to do. Something we didn't realise that it's happening to us. That is what I feel about change. Unpredictable.

Another thing I wanted to say here, which was not a part of the girl talk with my sister, is mistakes. Mistakes do make us human if we really learned a lesson(s) from them. It's weird that sometimes some people just can't accept or face the fact that we make mistakes. Yes, there are some people yang cematu out there. They always expect us to be perfect, good, flawless and everything. Jangan tah jauh. Our parents tah saja. But I'm saying a few saja. Some. Hehe.

Also, some people cannot properly deal with their own or people's mistakes. Some took it negatively that it he/she has a low self-esteem problem. And I do admit that at certain times, I do feel like this. When this really do happen, mistakes lead to regret instead of change. And regret is such a negative word. Sometimes. Hehe.

I wonder about this one other thing as well. Must it be that everything should come with a proof or evidence?

They say that seeing is believing. If so, then what about all those things that are not visible to our eyes. For example love. How can people believe in love? It makes me wish that we could literally see things like happiness, sadness, pain, and any other feelings or emotion or anything. What would life be if that was the case?

I said so many things that I didn't realise it's 2.01 am now. Huhu.

Oh by the way, I received a call from QUT around noon. When I was having my lunch to be specific. Haha. Apparently they are waiting for my application form, which I am only going to send by the end of this month. Hehe. I was 80% freaking out tadi. Haha. I couldn't really catch what she was talking about but I got the main point. Hehe. And I'm very thankful that my English is ok. Understandable lah tu. Haha. Hopefully I'll get a place there. :D

I think I should stop now. Hehe. I had no idea that it was going to be this long. Really. Hehe.

Anyway, happy sleeping. :)

Today is someone's birthday

It's Mamet 7th birthday today. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMET!

Huhu. I can't believe she's 7. Haha. Apakannn. Anyway, to her, rajin2 lah selalu k. Dangar cakap kaka Ayang. Haha. Dangar cakap mama lah dulu. Hee. Good luck! *I know it's lame to write this crappy stuff here. Not that she's reading anyway. Haha. But who cares. :D*

Other than the birthday, I have something else to share.

Mayyer forwarded me a message this afternoon regarding the need of volunteers for a bazaar at the Sultan Haji Hassanal Bolkiah stadium this 5th May. She said it's from am to pm. I'm not sure if pm is afternoon or malam. Another thing is I'm not sure what is the bazaar for. I'll inform more if I know more. Hehe. For those who are free on that day and interested to volunteer, send your full name, DOB and phone number to Mayyer's number by SATURDAY. That's all I know. :)

Ok then. Gtg. I want to watch Boys Over Flowers at KBS dulu. Hehe. Byeeeee.

22nd month of love

Hello people! I'm here again. :)

First of all,

happy 22nd monthsary to us

Glad that we made it through all the bad times dear. Hehe. ;)

My mom just asked me to join her balik kampung esuk. My nini is not doing so well. Hope she'll get better soon. :) So, I'll be away tomorrow from this area full of service. I'll be back by noon. Hehe.

*I just stepped on a bug, accidentally*

I don't hate rude people. But if they are rude TO ME, then yeah. I might just not like you that much anymore. Huhu. And I believe in karma. And babe, you're so not cool lah. Wake up okay.

The last paragraph is just a simple simple thing I want to share. Ada org kurang ajar rah aku tadi. Yatah tu. Huhu.

Bah ani saja dulu. Goodnight and take care everyone. :)

Most random and lamest post of the month?

I want to blog. Yet, I don't know what to say.

*blankness*

My life is full of emptiness at the moment. No happenings, no distraction.

At least I'm happy with it. Being me, having him and everything. :)

I cannot even make a paragraph here. That is soooooo random. And lame. Haha.

This is all I have to say I guess. Goodnight. :)

When I feel like blogging

I just feel like blogging now but I don't know what to blog about. Haha.

At the moment, I'm looking for interesting and fun korean drama that I might want to watch. And so far, I haven't found one. Any suggestion anyone? Hehe.

Anyway, I just feel like including this particular paragraph here. I hate those kind of people who use things that were not labelled as theirs and made them look as if they are theirs. They did that without thinking I guess. And, I hate it when I'm the victim. Those things were supposed to be mine. Huhu.

And I'm keeping this short. So yeah, bye. :)

Qeen's birthday

Qeeeeeeeeeennnn, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! :) Hope you enjoyed your day tadi. Hehe.

Anyway, we had some kind of celebration tadi. Just a simple outing anyway. :) We watched Jangan Tegur tadi. They watched it. I don't. Haha. Seriously, that is soooo not my type of movie. Haha. Ilham lagi with his overeacting-ness. Over. Haha.

No further comment about the outing lah k. Too tired. It was a typical outing. Kamu faham kn. Hee.

Yesterday was my uncle's Nikah ceremony. That's why I've been missing. I was going to update on that tapi malasku. Hehe. Now I feel like blogging is a responsibility. Aha. Tomorrow anyway, is the mulih 3 hari ceremony. So yeah, aku away lagi esuk. Huhu.

I don't know what else to blog here. I guess I'll stop then. Hehe. Take care people. :)

P/s: I will definitely go out with you nanti dear. And kamu saja. :)

Just something you can say whatever to

I'm so glad that the whole thing about scholarship tu settle udah. For now at least. I think I'm going to send my application form to QUT now. I'm suddenly semangat kn antar. Aha.

I went to MOE twice for the sake of my passport's date of issue and date of expiry. I didn't get it ready because I thought it wouldn't be much of any relevance if passport andang mansuh udah. Haha. Thank God my mom pun ngam ada hajat jua ke bandar lagi in the afternoon. Hehe. I thought wrong alright. Haha.

Now that it is settled, I have less to worry about. Or at least that's what I think. For now lah k. :)

SOMETHING took place SOMEWHERE tadi but NO ONE told me about it. *kiraikirai* Huhu.

And fullstop. :)

I don't know what to put here

I am so disappointed that Zizi was out from AF. Her performance was excellent x ah. Uh. Still shocked ni.

Anyway, this morning, the pertandingan, hmm, well, I don't know what to say. My brother didn't win. Hadiah saguhati saja. Hehe. It was difficult jua bah. New format. Before this, students used to memorise the scripts and all but starting this year, they are using a new format. That is, students were only shown pictures. Then only from there they will create a story of their own. Payah kn? A bit more challenging. They pictures were shown 15 minutes earlier though. But still. Huhu.

After SR Bukit Udal, I went to SMSO. Met Silah and Bobeh. And Ms Lim as well. Hehe. I chopped my photocopied certificates alright BUT they were NOT SIGNED. Yet. Principal and deputy principal were not there. Ckg Danial was not available and Sir Alex was teaching tadi. And soooooo, I HAVE to come on Monday lagi. Which is annoying. Uh.

Hopefully Monday tu sampat menguruskan semua before 12.00 pm Tutong time. Aha.

That's all I guess. A quick update about today's activity. Hehe. Goodnight everyone. :)

P/s: Earth is getting warmer. Can you feel the heat? Well, I can. And this is what we call GLOBAL WARMING. Uh.

The call, the drive and the suicide

I am randomly updating the blog yg batah udah rasaku aku isolate. Hehe.

Anyway, I got a call from MOE yesterday. They need me to go there. To fill some kind of form. For the scholarship thingy. Hehe.

I'll be going to Sekolah Rendah Bukit Udal tomorrow morning. My brother, Bobi, is participating in the Peraduan Mari Bercerita Peringkat Daerah Tutong. Huhu. So, I can't go to SMSO in the morning to get the principal's chop. Maybe after the event, if sampat. If not, then I'll go there in the afternoon. Hehe. Then on Monday, I'm going to MOE. :)

What else is there for me to share? Hmm.

Oh yeah. I'm going to drive ni karang. Like, finally. Haha. I still haven't got my license though. Hee. But my mom insisted me to drive, so yeah, why not? Haha. First destination, Bebuloh. My nini's house. For me, I can say that it's jauh. Hehe.

And and, check out this link. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jang_Ja_Yeon. It's just something to read about. For those of you yg meliat ceta Boys Over Flower/Boys Before Flower especially. I'm not sure if the news is so last month but I just want to share it here. Hehe. Someone shared this piece of information with me tadi. Addie Fadlie bin Samsudin slash gendut that is. Haha. :P

Alright. Ani tah saja x. I'm running out of ideas udah. Hehe. I will update if there's something to post nanti. Bye~ :)