Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Friday the 13th

Nope, I'm not talking about that freaking movie. Haha.

I'll be having my job interview at DLS. Basically, it has something to do with quantity surveying. Hehe. Yuh got a job there. I applied a bit late. Elza and her had applied earlier. No news about Elza getting a job there. Plus, ia ckp ia malas. Haha.

I'm keeping this short. Huhu. :)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

What the birthday calculator says about me

I was born on a Monday, under the astrological sign Gemini.
My Life path number is 7.

My fortune cookie reads:
One who admires you greatly is hidden before your eyes.

Life Path Compatibility:
I am most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
I should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
I may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
I am least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.


My birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
I was born in the Chinese year of the Horse.

My Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; my plant is Mullein.

The Hijrah (Islamic Calendar) date of my birth is Monday, 24 Dhi'l-Qa'dih 1410 (1410-11-24).

My lucky day is Wednesday.
My lucky number is 5.
My ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
My lucky dates are 5th, 14th and 23rd.
My opposition sign is Sagittarius.
My opposition number(s) is 3.

My birthstone is Alexandrite

The Mystical properties of Alexandrite

Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.


My birth tree is

Fig Tree, the Sensibility


Very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a butterfly, good sense of humour, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

The moon's phase on the day I was born was waning crescent.


And yes, I'm bored. Haha.

Untitled No. 7

I just thought I should post something. Some updates perhaps. Huhu.

So, as you all can see, I've changed my skin, yet again. Haha. I wasn't actually that happy with the skin at first. And so, I've changed the colour of my tagboard and plurk jua. I also changed the font. And now, I think I'm satisfied with it. I think. Huhu. I might just stick to this skin longer than all those previous ones. :)

What else?

I've submitted my hecas the other day. Like, finally, it's done. Haha. That cost me $20. :)

I've been trying to look for a job but there's actually nothing that suits me. Haha. And bukan aku memilih tu ah. Huhu. So, I guess I'll just wait for the interview from DLS. I heard Elza got the job jua. I think. Anyway, happy working to those of you who are having a job at the moment, or going to have a job soon. :)

This is it I think. I really want to fast forward to 5pm. I am so bored right now. And he's away. In Labuan that is. So 5pm, come soon. :)

*wave wave*

Friday, March 6, 2009

Tagged

Rules:
  • Tag anyone who have their own special love one.
  • Anyone who got tagged must do the same thing.
  • Answer the questions below, HONESTLY.
1. What is his/her full name?
-- Addie Fadlie bin Samsudin

2. What do you usually call him/her?
-- Dear

3. When is his/her birthday?
-- 30th August 1989

4. Do you know his/her family?
-- Yes. But I haven't actually met them.

5. How did you meet him/her?
-- We went to the same school. SMSO that is. :)

6. What is the sweetest thing he/she ever done to you?
-- Banyak. I don't want to list them here. :)

7. Does he/she ever kiss you?
-- Yes.

8. Hold your hands?
-- Yes.

9. Hug you?
-- Yes.

10. Do you ever feel like he/she is the one?
-- Yes. All the time.

11. What would you do if you saw him/her going out with another guy/girl?
-- Nothing.

12. Why?
-- Because I know he won't do that to me. :)

13. Do you love him/her?
-- Always.

14. Do you ever fight with him/her?
-- Yes.

15. Why?
-- Arguments and stuffs. It's normal in every relationship kn. :)

16. Do you ever regret being with him/her?
-- Nope.

17. Does he/she get along with your friends?
-- Yes. My friends are his friends jua. :)

18. Did you ever tell him/her something you don’t actually mean?
-- Yes. I think. Hee.

19. What do you guys have in common?
-- Hmm. Very tough question. I don't want to be sure about this. Maybe he won't agree with me. Hehe. But we did find out that we're the opposite of one another. But we are never different. Yet, we're not the same either. So, I don't know. :)

20. Did you ever tell him/her that you will marry them?
-- Yes. :D

21. Did you ever lie to him/her?
-- Yes. But not that lie lie. Just lie in a not-telling-the-truth way. Is that considered to be lying? :)

22. Did you ever sleep with him/her?
-- No. But I did watch him sleep. Haha. *I have my own reason why I'm laughing, haha* :)

23. What is the song that you want to give to him/her?
-- Hmm. I don't know. But there is this one song. It's called "Because You Loved Me" by Celine Dion. I think that song is nice. :)

24. Why do you love him/her?
-- Seriously, I don't know. Haha. I just do. :)

25. Do you think he/she is perfect?
-- Perfect for being imperfect. At least I know he's human. :)

26. What do you want to change about him/her?
-- Nothing.

27. What do you hate about him/her?
-- Again, nothing. :)

28. Did you ever cheat on him/her?
-- Technically, no. I think. I don't know. Let him judge. :)

29. How long have you been together?
-- 20 months. We had an off last year, then it's on again. Hehe. The 20 months are the time when we're in the relationship. It was supposed to be 21 months. Anyway, I don't really regret that day in July. :)

30. What are the most memorable memories that you could never forget?
-- Plenty of them. Huhu.

31. What is the sweetest gift that he/she ever got you?
-- Every gift from him is sweet. :)

32. Does he/she love you the way you do?
-- I don't know. This question goes to him. :)

33. 5 things you like the most about him/her?
-- I like everything about him. :)

34. 5 things you hate the most about him/her?
-- Nothing.

35. 5 things you find in a guy/girl?
-- Huh? Mcm out of topic saja soalan ani. Haha.

36. I tag:
-- Anyone who is in love. :)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Stressed out

Yes, I am stressed out. Why?? That, a lot of reasons.

One, I still haven't submitted my hecas. YES. And for some reason that I don't want to mention here (pasal aku malas bercerita) maka kusutlah saya.

Two, I feel so really very extremely bored d rumah. *sigh*

Third, I don't know what else to do except blogging and plurking.

So...

I will try to find a job ni. Soon. Daripada batah2 menunggu interview DLS tu. Yuh had her first day working today. Congrates to her. :)

Hecas... Deadline 15th March. Any application outcomes will be notified by 31st May. *heavy sigh*

Bla bla bla. Whatevv.

What else?

Nothing interesting. Random stuffs sja.

Ok then. Goodnight people.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Untitled No. 6

Hey. I'm here again. :)

I've been home alone like since 7.30 onwards tadi. My mom went to SMSO for the Pre-U students registration and stuffs. Huhu. Anyway, I'm no longer alone. My mom was back by 10.30+ tadi. :)

I'm posting something about yesterday. Nothing much. Just something that I forgot to mention yesterday. Like, seriously lupa. Haha.

Anyway, I went to Pizza Hut yesterday. With him of course. *smiling widely*

We were supposed to have lunch together. I mean, the so-called date was supposed to be around noon. But my mom lupa that I asked her to send me there. Huhu. Awuu, alum ku dapat drive. Lesen ku alum berambil. I don't want to ask my mom. Biar tia dulu. :)

So anyway, I was there at 1 something. Lapar ia menunggu. Sian dearku~ :p And for waiting that long, he ate so much. Okayy, more than that. Haha. It's not because he was hungry though. It's just that andg ia makan banyak. Gendut. :D I just love to tease him. Especially here. Ia nda dpt balas. Haha.

I think that's it. I'm off to find another skin. Hehe. Maybe I'll change it again. :)

*wave wave*

Sunday, March 1, 2009

My undefined thoughts

So here I am again with a new skin. I found it instantly tadi. Without much effort. But I don't know. Suddenly I feel like it doesn't look right. I don't know lah. Maybe I'll change it lagi nanti. Huhu. Yes, it is very difficult to satisfy me. Huhu.

Last night, I had some thoughts. Thoughts about life.

I keep asking myself, who will cry for me if I die one day?

And no, I don't know anyone who will. And so I wondered again, what if there was no one? Question mark.

And regret. I wish that word never exist.

I regret some decisions that I've made, some actions that I've taken, some words that I've said. But the thing is, it's a choice between two things. You can regret for saying something that shouldn't be said, or for not saying something you should. And either way, somehow, someday, regret manage to find you.

Sometimes I wish I could choose the other decision. Sometimes I wish I could always be happy being the person I am now. Sometimes I hope people realise that I do make mistakes. And for that, sometimes I wish forgiveness is something that can be given easily. Yet, it's not. Because we know it deals with a lot of things. People's heart, mind, feelings, emotions, thoughts and so many other things.

I admit I'm a weak human being. And I don't use that as a reason to make mistakes. I did try to avoid mistakes. But sometimes, they just happened.

There are some things that I want to let some people know. How I really feel about them. That I care so much. It could be anyone. But I just don't know how to say things. Especially things like these. And so, I think, some things are better left unsaid.

And sometimes, I feel like I have no one to talk about things. No one that could only listen. Just listen. Without saying much. Maybe there's no such human being.

You might be thinking that I'm down or sad when I post this but no. I am okay. It's just that these thoughts make me think sometimes. Like, really think.

And yes, I'm glad I am me. No further questions. :)