Type A blood

I'm pretty much jobless, so here it goes. Haha.

From http://www.dadamo.com/bloodtype_A.htm, these are the only things that I can relate to myself:

The following factors are known to increase cortisol (stress hormones) levels and increase mental exhaustion for type As:

• Crowds of people (so trueee. I avoid crowded places whenever possible)
• Loud noise (this is also true. I get annoyed with loud noises)
• Negative emotions (yeap, when I'm surrounded with people who have negative emotions, I tend to feel the same, which leads to me being all stressed out about it, haha)
• Smoking (definitely hate to be around smokers)
• Strong smells or perfumes (true, regardless how good it smells)
• Too much sugar and starch (I'm not sure what starch actually tastes like, haha. But yea, too much of sugar kills me. When I drink/eat something too sweet, I always immediately stop drinking/eating it :D)
• Overwork (*recalling all the times when I've overworked. None of it. I think I kinda know that I'll be stressed when I overwork, so maybe that's why I never let myself overwork :p)
• Violent TV and movies (hahahahaha. trueeee. definitely not a fan of gruesome movies like Final Destination, Saw and etc.)
• Lack of sleep (ohhhhh... so that's why I'm stressed sometimes! That figures. haha)
• Extreme weather conditions (hot or cold) (cold, I'm not sure. But hot, yeaaaa. endless "panas jua eh" all the way. haha)

"Type As most often described themselves in ways related to the following characteristics: sensitive to the needs of others, good listeners, detail oriented, analytical, creative and inventive." I guess I can say some of these are true. :))

Some key lifestyle strategies for Type A individuals:

• Cultivate creativity and expression in your life
• Establish a consistent daily schedule (I have inconsistent daily schedule. But then again, do I even have a daily schedule or at all, a schedule? hahaha)
• Go to bed no later than 11:00 PM and sleep for eight hours or more. Don't linger in bed, as soon as you get up, get going! (I sleep way later than 11 pm these days. But I do sleep for more than eight hours. haha. And I often linger, and sometimes when I linger, I often fall asleep. Penidur! :D)
• Take at least two breaks of twenty minutes each during the work day. Stretch, take a walk, do deep breathing exercises or meditate. (N/A haha)
• Don't skip meals (I skip meals sometimes, hehehe)
• Eat more protein at the start of the day, less at the end (I don't keep track. I eat protein whenever I want. hahaha)
• Don't eat when you are anxious (I eat when I'm anxious, mad/angry and feeling down)
• Eat smaller, more frequent meals. (haha. funny. I eat medium-sized and less frequent meals)
• Engage in thirty to forty five minutes of calming exercise at least three times a week. (I do not do this. heheh)
• Plan regular screening for heart disease and cancer prevention. (lagi tia :()
• Always chew food thoroughly to enhance digestion. Low stomach acid makes digestion more difficult. (this I do all the time. :D)

I do almost everything the opposite way. No wonder it's lifestyle strategies for Type A individuals.Haha.

That's all then. I'm doing this just for the sake of doing this, really. Haha. :p

God bless. :)

Some people

Ok, I just feel like writing something here. I have no mood to continue my revision. YET. Haaaa

Let's talk about some people. :D

In your life, you probably have met and will meet these kind of people below:

1. People who think they are cooler and more awesome than anyone else.
2. People who judge others but don't see/accept the fact that durang pun sama jua saja ulahnya.
3. People who are too dependent on others and only learn to be independent on the very last minute.
   
4. People who give empty talks just to comfort you and to make you feel small. Yg cakapnya macam si banar.
   
5. People who judge success by hardwork.
   
6. People who worry TOO BLOODY MUCH as if they have no faith in Allah.
7. People who are afraid to take risks and challenges, and to get out of their comfort zone. Also known as play-safe people.
   
8. People who complain and whine A LOT! Macam semua tah kan ikut caranya saja. The world doesn't revolve around you, hello!
   
9. People who never appreciate what you have done for them.
10. People who make you feel like they're using you. Maybe they don't realise it, but when it comes to you, what you feel DOES actually count.
11. People who think they have the worst situation in the whole wide planet Earth. Masya Allah! Sepayah mana your situation pun, ada lagi orang yg lebih susah dari kamu.
12. People who takes a lot to say "alhamdulillah". Also known as 'orang yg inda pandai bersyukur'.
13. People who act like they care about you and your feelings padahal inda.
14. People who are allergic to changes.
    
15. Selfish people.
    

Yes, I have met these kind of people. And thankfully, they didn't manage to bring me down. You see, because lousy people/so-called friends like these exist in my life, I appreciate and love my true and real friends more. So, THANK YOU! :D

I admit, by posting this here, I'm being a hypocrite, and I know I'm being sarcastic and what not. But I am built tough baby! Say whatever you want and see if I even begin to care.

God bless. :)

Unhealthy feelings

I think I need to express what I've been feeling lately. Hence, the blogging.

I don't know why, but I've been feeling lazy, moody, annoyed and all those feelings that make you wanna whine all day long. Goshhhh. I really hate it!

This leads to me being unproductive. I've tried to do my work, but it's like I can't concentrate at all. I got distracted too easily.

Why? I don't even know why. Perhaps it's because of the SAP thingy. But I also have another possible reason. Which I am not going to tell anyway. Entahlah. I just hope all of this will end ASAP!

And no, I'm not perfect

I think it has become a habit for me now to update my status with some religious stuffs. I think it started with the fact that I get used to saying words like "astaghfirullah", "alhamdulillah" etc. I don't know. I get so comfortable saying them that I end up saying them all the time. Appropriately of course.

But sometimes I do wonder if it's weird or strange or perhaps maybe annoying jua to Muslims (and non-Muslims jua kali) to hear such words coming from a non-Muslim. Wallahualam. If it does offend you in every possible way, I'm sorry. To offend is never meant to be my intention. I'm just voicing my opinion. :)

I got used to growing up in a Muslim society and be friends with Muslims, that I feel like my life is revolved around Islam, or should I rather say, Islam revolves around my life.

I'm not going to say more of how I feel here. I don't want people to hate me for who I am and what I'm doing. But if they do, that's their problem I guess. :)

All I can say is, I love Islam, and personally, I think it's the only perfect religion that anyone can have. Muslims, you should be proud. :)

God bless you all.

And you call yourselves neighbours? Righttt

I'm not trying to offend anyone and say bad things about these people. I'm saying it here because I want to know how you people think about the situation I'm about to tell.

Ok, get this.

If your neighbour yang berhajat rah kamu, who goes to whose place to tell you of their hajat? Of course lah the one yang berhajat atu kan aga ke rumah kamu. Right? Right?

Also, if you want people to know how ikhlas you are, inda kah patutnya ia sendiri yg menyampaikan apa yang ia minta atu? Inda jaaaaaa? Awuuuu sajaaaaaa.

Another thing, you don't just assume that people will agree with you, just because you've done what you want to do again. It's much more appropriate and bisai usulnya (kata orang Brunei) if minta izin dulu. Not just in Brunei, di mana2 pun regardless of your race and religion.

And this is what they do wrong to us:

First, I was the one (the one yg bukan berhajat) go to their place. Not really place. Just their zone. Sebalah pagar lagi tu saja. She doesn't even want to get out of their zone. Goshhh. This is wrong pasal ia yg patutnya go to our place, or at least our zone.

Second, bulih kah tu ia suruh amahnya menyampaikan hajat rah kami?? This is even more terribly wrong than the first one. Hah. Instead of ia sendiri bercakap, amahnya tah pulang ni wahhhh. Astaghfirullahalazeem~

Third, amahnya atu inda cakap durang minta izin. She didn't even mention the word 'izin', or at least ask if we're ok with it or inda. They just assumed we're ok with it and tarus bagi arahan.

Fourth, amahnya cakap dari sebarang saja. Inda rude mana tu? You tell me. I don't blame the amah though. Of course lah majikannya yg bagi arahan atu. So, I'm furious with the boss here. Heh.

And this is what I think they should do:

Mun kan berhajat banar2 atu, please do it properly dehhhhh. Ke rumah (nda jua jauh kali eh~), cakap sama tuan rumah (in this case, my dad of course). Kan cantik~ ada manners, beradab, respect and hormat jiran jadinya. Manis jua tu cematu atu. Nda manis kan? Manis kaliah~ Nah, mental ku sudah.

You see how one action can influence how people think of you and how people respect you? I can see it clearly alright.

Alhamdulillah, I managed not to use bad words di sini. I don't want to tell the full story here. Yes, there are 2 sides to every story. But I don't judge a story by who's right and who's wrong. I judge it by what's right and what's wrong. And trust me, I know what they did (and going to do yet again) is wrong!

Nabi (saw) bersabda:

Demi Allah tidak beriman orang itu. Seorang bertanya, "Siapakah orang itu wahai Rasulullah?" Beliau menjawab, "Orang yang jirannya tidak aman daripada bencananya."

(Bukhari, Muslim Ahmad dan lainnya)

God bless you all. :)

Life's been great lately! :D

Alhamdulillah~ :))

I can't wait for the KL trip! I think I want to get over with it mostly because restricting and limiting my spending sucks so pretty bad~ hahah. Not entirely true though. I know it's gonna worth it nanti di sana. Wuhuuu~ :D

Halfway done with the semester 4 already. And so far, there's nothing depressing or frustrating about schoolwork. Alhamdulillah, I'm coping well. :)

I'm feeling kinda hyper right now. Too much glucose I assume. But what the hell. I love my amazing parents, my awesome siblings (walaupun ada yg annoying kadang2, haha), my wonderful friends and my lovely lovely boyfriend. <3

Despite the same old same old routine, life's been treating me well. I couldn't ask for more, really. Thank you Allah. :))

God bless everyone! :D

Whoaaa! It's been like many months already!

UPDATES UPDATES!

It's really been ages ago since I've updated this. My sis has been updating her blog recently, so I guess it's getting on me now. Heheh. But nevermind that. I have lots and lots to share. I think. Hahaha.

And the updates go something like this....

UBD life:

Got very good grades last semester. Honestly, I'm proud of my results. I'll do better this semester to achieve even better grades. Insya Allah. Another thing is, I'm going to do SAP for the Discovery Year, for a year. Syukur alhamdulillah. Still hunting for the right university though. Heheh.

This semester is kinda the worst semester so far. 10 hours straight of lectures, 8 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon. And it's on Mondayyyyy. No wonder the term 'Monday blues' exists. Haha. Rightt. But I'm free on Saturday, and almost free on Wed. One hour class saja on Wed. But then, I have aerobic sessions. Finally, sampai hajat kan join aerobic club di UBD. Hahaha.

Family:

Still the same old same old thing. Hehe. But the new house will most probably start its construction this March. Can't wait! :DD But I won't be in Brunei when it's ready. Heh.

Personal stuffs:

Boyfriend is back in Brunei for 3 weeks! Wuhuuu~ I haven't had a proper date with him. Sooooon. <3 And btw, last 20th was our 44th monthsary. Alhamdulillah~ May there be many more months and years. :DD

So much for the long updates. Sikit saja pun. Or maybe pasal aku malas pikir. Hahaha. Anyway, this is my stop. Have a great day! :D

Happy birthday love!

Just for the record,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOYFRIEND, ADDIE FADLIE BIN SAMSUDIN!

Allah bless you wherever your are. May your wishes and dreams come true. :)

His departure

I'll have to face it sooner or later. :(

Semester 3

So, semester 3 has already started.

Good, because I don't have to be jobless anymore. Haha. Bad, because I'm not looking forward to the workloads. So yea.

Below are my modules that I'm going to study this semester (just want to share):

1) SM 2201 - Ordinary Differential Equations
2) SM 2203 - Linear Algebra and Its Application
3) SM 2206 - Real Analysis
4) SM 2301 - Combinatorics and Graph Theory
5) LE 1502 - Communication Skills II

And I am one of those students who's going to have an exam at 7 o'clock in the evening! Heh.

Btw, I had a family vacation to KK last week. We went there on Thursday and was back on Saturday. There's some newness here and there. Overall, the trip was fun. Hehe.

That's it for now. :)

Back on track!

Hellooooooooo. =D

It's been a very looooong while. The good news is, I'm going to update the blog frequently soon since I have a very good reason to do so. Hehe.

Congratulations to boyfriend, Addie Fadlie bin Samsudin, for getting a scholarship to do Diploma in Marine Engineering at ALAM, Malaysia. I couldn't be more grateful to Allah for giving you such opportunity. Syukur alhamdulillah. :)

So, he's leaving soon. Right. I really2 dreadfully hope that I can send you at the airport nanti. Amin~

I'm done for now.

I mention Elza's birthday everywhere! Hahaha

Including here! :p

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FRIEND ELZARINA ZUKI!

Being 20 is unavoidable Elza. So enjoy it before you get another year older. Haha. May success, happiness and all the good things in the life be with you. God bless you. :))

p/s: awuu, aku tau aku majal. Di mana2 sudah aku greet kau. Haha. Enjoy~ :D

34th, as simple as it is

I had dinner with him tadi. It was not in the plan. There was no plan at all actually. Haha. But hey, it's best when it is unplanned and unexpected, or least expected. Hehehe.

May there be many more months and many more years of togetherness for us. :)

One more month to the long semester break! :D

Alright, aku inda sabar. Hahaha.

Uni students, including me, are currently going through this phase where we're having endless tests and endless assignments like nobody's business. Hahaha. It is always like this when the semester is coming to an end. I don't know, maybe it's a kind of tradition or something. Haha.

This week itself, I had 2 tests. And next week, 3 tests. Elza have 4 tests next week. See what I mean? Inda kah crazy tu namanya. Hahahaha.

EXAMS!!

Mine is going to start on the 3rd and end on the 13th.

3rd May: BB1102 - Business Statistics
6th May: SM1202 - Advanced Mathematical Methods for the Sciences
11th May: SS3401 - Discovering Computers
13th May: LK1401 - Elementary Korean I

It's quite okaylah. Better than last year's exam timetable, where I had my exams one after the other. :)

Tapi tapi, inda dapat celebrate birthday orang atuuuu. *kirai2* Hahaha. I'll try my best to make you enjoy your brithday lah Elza ah. Haha.

I'm stopping here. I'm updating just for the sake of keeping it updated. Haha. Apakann. :p

Have I not been helpful enough?

Pfftt. :'(

All the things that makes me feel good

So, today is one of the Tuesdays where we went movie-ing. And finally, our hope to watch Alice in Wonderland tercapai. :D And the movie was wonderful. Although the plot was kinda simple and typical and predictable, but at least it wasn't fairytale-ish. I love Johnny Depp in that movie. I like it when wataknya gila2 sikit. Hahaha. It would be more wonderful if we can enjoy it in 3D though. Hehe.

I ate a lot today that I still feel full now. Random. Haha.

I have a lot of things going on this week. I am excited and actually really looking forward to do the website assignment thing with Li Yeon tomorrow. Sampai kan sleepover rah hostel ani bah. Hahaha. But I don't think that will be happening anyway. Because I'm pretty much quite sure that we will able to finish it tomorrow. Which contributes to the excitement. Hehe.

And I was given the responsibility to make a model of a mosque for my nam dong saeng's project. (nam dong saeng is younger brother in Korean. Sajaa~ hahaha) Just a simple old mosque. This one also, I'm excited jua. I love the feeling of doing something and being able to actually see, literally, the end results. It makes me feel good. :)

And on Friday, I will do some charity work. I am definitely going. Helping people out always makes me feel good. All the time. :)


Then Saturday's night, we have a family function. And we are going to wear red this time. Hehe. I'm also excited with this one. Because my cousins will be there with us too. Not having my closest cousins there seems to make the whole thing incomplete. Hehe.

And Sunday is going to be my aunt's wedding day. :)

Oh btw, my last day of exam is going to be on the 13th. So, Elza, I'm sorry in advance if I won't be able to celebrate your coming-of-age with you and some other friends nanti. Haha.

I am just feeling hyper and over-excited that I decided to update this blog of mine tonight. Hehe. This should be enough for now. Sorry for the lack of effort in updating my blog people. (Y)

How can I ever not be with you

Today, 20th March 2010, marks another monthly celebration. Happy 33rd love. :D

P/s: get well soon my dear bestfriend/boyfriend. lysm. :)

aku mental. so?

aku mental masa ani. pasal aku inda dapat buat krajaku. pasal aku annoyed berabisan.

macam inda kenal aku saja kau ani.

main ugut2 atu inda siuk sudah. inda sporting. inda cool. inda ku terpedaya sudah. so, apa apa sajalah.

jangan salahkan orang if sikap orang atu kurang menyenangkan. andang ciptaan Tuhan sudah.

ada this saying, "If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best". aku agree with this one. so, there you go.

pikir2 tah.

p/s: this is my blog. i can write whatever i want.

Yesterday was our 32nd

And still counting... :)

It would be as if I had never existed

So, it's the end of January already. Wah. Really inda terasa.

My campus life this month was pretty okay. I assume next month will be more hectic. Or starting to be hectic. Heh.

Honestly, I don't like my timetable this semester. It is so... empty. Really. I only have 1 class on Monday, 4 to 5 pm. Then Tuesday, I have 2 classes. 8 to 10 am and 4 to 6 pm. The long gap makes Tuesday so terribly boring for me. So far, I ended up watching movie just to pass time. Another alternative, watch Korean dramas online. And recently, I watched You're Beautiful and the drama was quite okay. I like the guy. But I wasn't quite satisfied with the ending so I'm hoping there will be a second part for that drama. Hehe.

Anyway, Wednesday also, I only have 1 class. From 10 am to 12 pm. I've been thinking of joining a club or something but I don't know which one to choose. Hehe. Then, Thursday, also 1 class only. From 8 to 10 am. Bangun awal on Thursday for just 1 class. Not fun. And Saturday is the busiest day of the week. Ha. Ha. Ha. I have 3 classes from 8 am to 2 pm.

I know I have a lot of free time but I'm not liking it at the moment. It makes me feel unproductive. Maybe when it is near to those examination days nanti, then I'll appreciate the free time. But for now, I really don't like it. Heh.

I didn't even plan to update my blog just now. But I just did. And I don't even know why. Haha.

P/s: Now, at the moment, I feel like making my blog private and not inviting anyone. HAHA. Sounds evil eh? Right.